Hi all, I hope your all keeping well. Iv been doing good of late, things are progressing well for me. CCTV training is complete and passed, interviews lined up. I’m ready to go.  I’m managing to hold on to my sanity too in these hard times, these time of economic and social collapse. That toContinue reading “088”


Hi all, I hope everyone is keeping well. Today I wanted to talk about meaning, it’s a funny question to ask, “what is the meaning of meaning?” though it is a rather deep and meaningful one. I’m here looking at what I mean by meaning, iv said before we all need some meaning in ourContinue reading “085”


Hi all, I hope everyone is keeping well. It has come to the time I have marry two seemingly contrary beliefs or concepts I hold, discovering just what I mean by them. Writing helps me do this. So, it’s that before I have said that reason is impulsive an emotional act, too that reason isContinue reading “084”


Hi all, I hope everyone is keeping well. It’s been a sad few days for me as iv had to put my dog Bonnie to sleep, it’s been very difficult for all the family. Everyone reacts differently towards grief, for my mum its expresses itself as remorse– For my brother it expresses itself as anger.Continue reading “082”


Hello everyone, I hope you all are keeping well. I’m feeling stronger than ever now in my mental health, there has been three factors to my mental health recovery. One is medication that I will soon be coming off of, two is the sessions with my physiologist processing life events and trauma, learning to dealContinue reading “081”


Hi all, I hope everyone is keeping well. Iv been thinking more about the nature of reality and perception, I’m struggling a bit to place perception in my world view. Though I think I’m getting a better idea of it. Perception as I said before is a tricky thing, it’s different for everyone– but whatContinue reading “079”


Hi all, I hope everyone is keeping well. There has been some exciting news in the realm of batteries, new Nuclear Diamond batteries cold be hitting the shelves and powering your devices as soon 2024. These batteries could run for 2800 years without charging, they run by utilising the electrical properties of diamond activated byContinue reading “078”